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Monday, January 3rd, 2011
12:07 pm	@@@@@ Direktor Krupkin says he’s one very bad @@@@@ Direktor Krupkin says he’s one very bad dude “I hear California checking inI’m where I want to be and don’t for a moment think otherwise “What?” “You keep protesting—” “Shakespeare said it betterMy minor at UCLA was English lit “What was your major?” “American historyWhat else, Grandpa?” “Thanks, kid “This Jackal,” said Benjamin, leaning against the New London fence as several guards began to run toward him“Prosteetye!” he yelled“No, no! I mean, excuse meTak govorya! I’m a trainer! Oh, shit!” “Will you be reported?” asked Jason as they quickly walked away “No, they’re too damned dumbThey’re maintenance personnel in uniforms; they walk their posts but they don’t really know what’s going onOnly who and what to stop “Pavlov’s dogs?” “Who better? Animals don’t rationalize; they go for the throats and plug up the holes “Which brings us back to the Jackal,” said Bourne “You don’t have to, it’s symbolicHow could he get in here?” “He couldn’tEvery guard in every tunnel up the line has the name and serial numbers of the Novgorod papers he took from the agent he killed in MoscowIf he shows up, they’ll stop him and shoot him on sight “I told Krupkin not to do that “For Christ’s sake, why?” “Because it won’t be him and lives could be lostHe’ll send in others, maybe two or three or four into different compounds, always testing, confusing, until he finds a way to get throughWhat happens to the men he sends in?” “It wouldn’t matter (Comment on this)
5:54 am	chloe paddington ,ladies rolex watches,chanel... chloe paddington ,ladies rolex watches,chanel earrings logo,chanel pearl,vuitton purses@@@@@What did you do this time, you nasty man? I tried to say Nothing, but I was asleep before the word could come outAnd besides - I knew better xii The phone woke meI managed to push the right button on the second try and said something that vaguely resembled hello "Muchacho, wake up and chloe paddington come to breakfast!" Wireman cried"Steak and eggs! It's a celebration!" He paused"At least I'm celebratingMiss Eastlake's fogged out again "What are we cele-" It hit me then, the only thing it possibly could be, and I snapped upright, tumbling Reba onto the floor"Did your vision come ladies rolex watches back?" 447 "It's not that good, I'm afraid, but it's still goodThis is something all of Sarasota can celebrateThe guards who do the morning count found him dead in his cell For a moment that itch flashed down my right arm, and it was red "What are they saying?" I heard myself chanel earrings logo asking "Suicide?" "Don't know, but either way - suicide or natural causes - he saved the state of Florida a lot of money and the parents the grief of a trialCome on over and blow a noisemaker with me, what do you say?" "Just let me get dressed," I said I looked at my left armIt was splattered with chanel pearl many colors "Painting?" "No, banging Pamela Anderson "Your fantasy life is sadly deprived, EdgarI banged the Venus de Milo last night, and she had armsHow do you like your huevos?" "OhI'll be half an hourI must say you don't sound very thrilled with my news bulletin "I'm still trying to vuitton purses wak (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
12:07 pm	ladies watches gucci,chanel pearl,chanel... ladies watches gucci,chanel pearl,chanel silver,prada milano,rolex daytona cosmograph@@@@@I never even knew I was going to paint these pictures until I started doing themAnd because she's back-to, no one else is ever going to know unless you or I tell themHer eyes were still wide, her lips parted as if to receive a kiss"What did Ilse say?" "The oddest thing She took me by the sleeve and pulled me down to NoIn both ladies watches gucci of these, Rowboat Girl was wearing the green dress with straps that crossed over her bare back"She said you must be reading her mind, because she ordered a dress like that from Newport News just this spring She looked back at the picturesI stood silently beside her and let her look "I don't like these, EdgarThey're not like chanel pearl the others, and I don't like them I thought of Tim Riley saying, Your ex has great insight but little kindness 708 Pam lowered her voice"You don't know something about Illy that you shouldn't, do you? The way you knew about-" "No," I said, but I was more troubled by the Girl and Ship series than everSome of it was seeing them all hung chanel silver in a line; the accumulated weirdness was like a punchThat was Elizabeth's opinionHowever many there are, you must sell them And I could understand why she thought soI did not like seeing my daughter, not even in the guise of the child she had long outgrown, in such close proximity to that rotted sheerhulkAnd in a way, I was prada milano surprised that perplexity and disquiet were all Pam feltBut of course, the paintings hadn't had a chance to work on her yet And they were no longer on Duma Key The young people joined us, Ric and Melinda with their arms around each other"Daddy, you're a genius," Melinda said"Ric thinks so, too, don't you, Ric?" "Actually," Ric said, "I rolex daytona cosmograph (Comment on this)
5:54 am	gucci watches ladies,prada tote bag,fake... gucci watches ladies,prada tote bag,fake prada,omega automatic seamaster,vintage gucci@@@@@ “Yes?” “I don't want to go back to the Bears “You don't have toYou can go somewhere else “But I can't stay here?” “No There was a little hitch in her breathingI was glad it was darkNo one could see the tears that started rolling down my gucci watches ladies faceI had no free hand to wipe them away, so I let them fall onto my shirt We finally reached the end of the tunnelThe sunlight streamed from the mouth of the hospital, reflecting off the dust motes dancing in the airI could hear Doc murmuring prada tote bag inside “That's very good,” he was saying“Keep thinking of detailsYou know your old address–your name can't be far behind, eh? How does this feel? Not tender?” “Careful,” I whispered Kyle paused at the edge of the arch, Sunny still clinging to his fake prada side, and motioned for me to go first I took a deep breath and walked slowly into Doc's placeI announced my presence in a low, even voice The Healer's host started and gasped out a little shriek “Just me again,” I said reassuringly “It's Wanda,” omega automatic seamaster Doc reminded her The woman was sitting up now, and Doc was sitting beside her with his hand on her arm “That's the soul,” the woman whispered anxiously to Doc “Yes, but she's a friend The woman eyed me doubtfully “Doc? You've got a few more vintage gucci visit (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 1st, 2011
12:15 pm	@@@@@What is my wealth? Let's go back to @@@@@What is my wealth? Let's go back to Buckminster Fuller's definitionUsing his definition, how many days forward can I survive? And let's assume a 30-day monthBy that definition, I have enough cash flow for half a month When I have achieved $2,000 a month cash flow from my assets, then I will be wealthy So I am not yet rich, but I am wealthy I now have income generated from assets each month that fully cover my monthly expensesIf I want to increase my expenses, I first must increase my cash flow from assets to maintain this level of wealthTake notice that it is at this point that I no longer am dependent on my wages I have focused on and been successful in building an asset column that has made me financially independent If I quit my job today, I would be able to cover my monthly expenses with the cash flow from my assets My next goal would be to have the excess cash flow from my assets reinvested into the asset column The more money that goes into my asset column, the more my asset column growsThe more my assets grow, the more my cash flow growsAnd as long as I keep my expenses less than the cash flow from these assets, I will grow richer, with more and more income from sources other than my physical labor As this reinvestment process continues, I am well on my way to being rich The actual definition of rich is in the eye of the beholderYou can never be too rich Just remember this simple observation: The rich buy assetsThe poor only have expensesThe middle class buys liabilities they think are assetsSo how do I start minding my own business? What is the answer? Listen to the founder of McDonald's CHAPTER FOUR Lesson Three: Mind Your Own Business In 1974, Ray Kroc, the founder of McDonald's, was asked to speak to the MBA class at the University of Texas at AustinA dear friend of mine, Keith Cunningham, was a student in that MBA classAfter a powerful and inspiring talk, the class adjourned and the students asked Ray if he would join them at their favorite hangout to have a few beers Ray graciously accept (Comment on this)
5:54 am	quilted chanel bag,tiffany replica,Chanel... quilted chanel bag,tiffany replica,Chanel Necklaces,louis vuitton multicolore,omega watches prices@@@@@The slapping and pounding of the assault boat, the constraint of the cots and men in their tiny space, even the sound of Stanley's voice, were offensive "You know," Stanley was confiding to Croft, "I'm not saying I'm happy about the patrol, but still it's going to be an experience, you knowYou can't be a lower kind of noncom than I am, but still you got duties, and you need experience to carry it out right His speech quilted chanel bag had a modest tone, too modest for Red, who snorted scornfully "Jus' keep your eyes open," Croft said"Most of the men in the platoon walk around like a bunch of goddam sheep lookin' at the ground Red sighed to himselfStanley's ambition made him contemptuous, but there was an uneasy basis to his scorn which he partially understoodHe was the least bit enviousThe contradiction ended by depressing himAaah, he thought, every tiffany replica man jack eats his heart out, and what does it get him? He could see Stanley rising higher and higher in the months to come, and yet he would never be happyAny of us'll be lucky if we don't get a bullet in our gutHe felt his skin tightening across his back, and despite himself he turned around to look at the bare metal wall of the bow rampSince the day when he had lain helpless on the ground waiting for the Japanese Chanel Necklaces soldier to kill him he had been feeling a recurring anxietyOften in the night he would awaken with a start, and turn around in his blankets, trembling unreasonably What the hell do I want to be a noncom for? he asked himselfYou get a guy killed in your squad and you never stop thinking about itI don't want to take no orders from nobody, and I don't want nobody to give 'em to meHe looked at Hearn standing in the rear of the louis vuitton multicolore boat, and felt a dull anger working in his throatA bunch of college kids who think it's like going to a football gameThat bastard is glad to be going out on thisDeep within him a passionate hatred was brewing for everyone in the Army who endangered his lifeWhat the hell is it to the General if we get knocked off? Just an experiment that got fugged-up Stanley amused him, roused his ironyHis emotions finally boiled into omega watches prices sp (Comment on this)
Friday, December 31st, 2010
12:15 pm	@@@@@ If the world turned Fascist, if Cummings @@@@@ If the world turned Fascist, if Cummings had his century, there was a little thing he could doThere was always terrorismBut a neat terrorism with nothing sloppy about it, no machine guns, no grenades, no bombs, nothing messy, no indiscriminate killingMerely the knife and the garrote, a few trained men, and a list of fifty bastards to be knocked off, and then another fifty A plan for concerted action, comradesThere would always be another fifty, that wasn't the ideaIt was just something to keep you occupied, keep you happyTonight we strike at Generalissimo Cummings There were no answers you could find, but perhaps there were epochs in history which had no answersRely on the blunder factorSit back and wait for the Fascists to louse it up Only that wasn't enough, you couldn't do thatFor whatever reason, you had to keep resistingYou had to do things like giving up a commission Still, when he got back he would do that little thingIf he looked for the reasons they were probably lousy, but it was even lousier to lead men for obviously bad motivesIt meant leaving the platoon to Croft, but if he stayed he would become another Croft When things got really bad, maybe the political differences on the Left would be shelved Drought season for anarchists Martinez moved along for a few hundred yards through the tall grass, keeping well within the shadow of the cliffsAs he advanced, he awakened slowly, flexing his arms and pinching the back of his neckHe had been partially asleep while he had talked to Croft, or at least nothing that was said had any significance to himHe had understood the directions, the mission, he had known that Croft was telling him to do something and instinctively he obeyed, but he had not thought about the connotationsIt had not seemed particularly dangerous or odd to be going out by himself at night into country he had never seen before Now of course as his mind cleared it was becoming apparent to him (Comment on this)
6:02 am	@@@@@The telegram had arrived while @@@@@The telegram had arrived while she and Rosemary were out shopping: Cousin Townsend Ellinton and his wife were coming down from Philadelphia to visit"Two days' notice!" Eleanor exclaimed"Can you credit it? You'd think they'd never heard of the War "They'll be staying in a suite at the Charleston Hotel, Mama," Rhett said soothingly, "and we'll take them to the BallIt won't be too bad "It will be awful," said Rosemary"I don't see any reason we have to put ourselves out to be nice to Yankees "Because they're our kin," said her mother severely"And you will be extremely nice Besides, your Cousin Townsend isn't a Yankee at allHe fought with General Lee Rosemary frowned and was silentMiss Eleanor began to laugh"I must stop complaining," she said"It'll be worth it in the long run to see Townsend and Henry Wragg meet each other Townsend's cross-eyed, and Henry's walleyedDo you suppose they'll be able to manage to shake hands?" * * The Ellintons weren't so bad, Scarlett thought, even though you didn't know where to look when you talked to Cousin TownsendHis wife Hannah wasn't as beautiful as Miss Eleanor had predicted, which was agreeable However, her pearl-sewn ruby brocade ball gown and diamond dogcollar made Scarlett feel miserably frumpy in her tired claret velvet and camelliasThank Heaven this was the last ball, and the end of the SeasonI would have called anybody a liar if they'd said I could ever get tired of dancing, but I've had more than my fillOh, if only everything was settled about Tara! She had followed Rhett's advice, she'd thought about going to SavannahBut the prospect of day after day with her aunts was more than she could bear, and she had decided to wait for the Mother Superior's return to CharlestonRosemary was going to visit Miss Julia Ashley, so that thorn would be out of her fleshAnd Miss Eleanor was always good comp (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 30th, 2010
12:07 pm	@@@@@ "I'm surprised he's not helping you with @@@@@ "I'm surprised he's not helping you with your troubles Scarlett smiled brightly"He would if he could, but he had to go up North on businessHe's a very successful businessmanWell, I'm happy to stand in as your helper, as best I can She felt like hugging him, the way she used to hug her father when he gave her what she wantedBut she had an idea you shouldn't go around hugging priests, even if they were your cousinSo she simply said good night and went into the houseColum walked away whistling "Wearing o' the Green "Where have you been?" Pierre Robillard demanded "My supper was quite ftory) "I've been at my cousin Jamie's houseI'll order you another tray "You've been seeing those people?" The old man quivered with outrage Scarlett's anger swelled to meet his"Yes, I have, and I intend to see them again I like them very much She stalked out of the roomBut she did see to a fresh supper tray for her grandfather before she went up to her room"What about your supper, Miss Scarlett?" Pansy asked "You wants I should fetch you a tray upstairs?" "No, just come up now and get me out of these clothesI don't want any supper Funny, I don't feel hungry at all, and I only had a cup of teaAll I want now is some sleepAll that crying wore me (Comment on this)
5:54 am	omega sale,omega automatic seamaster,chanel watch... omega sale,omega automatic seamaster,chanel watch j12,ladies gucci watch,prada clutch@@@@@Forget it, forget time! Do it! The animal only yards away wants you dead—your wife dead, your children deadDead! It was the quickness born of pure fury that propelled him, obsessed him, and he knew that to win he had to win quickly, with all the speed that was in himHe crept swiftly along the fence that enclosed the airfield, and past the corner of the terminal, prepared for the instant of exposureThe lethal submachine gun was still gripped in his hand, his index finger now on the triggerThere was a cluster of wild shrubbery preceding two thick trees no more omega sale than thirty feet away; if he could reach them, the advantage was hisHe would have the “high ground,” the Jackal in the valley of death, if only because he was behind the assassin and unseen He reached the shrubberyAnd at the moment he heard a massive smashing of glass followed by yet another fusillade—this time so prolonged that the entire magazine had to have been emptied He had not been seen; the figure by the window had backed away to reload, his concentration on that task, not on the possibility of an escapeCarlos, too, was growing old and losing his omega automatic seamaster finesse, thought Jason BourneWhere were the flares intrinsic to such an operation? Where were the alert, roving eyes that loaded weapons in total darkness? Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM 358 DarknessA cloud cover blocked the yellow rays of the moon; there was darknessHe vaulted over the fence, concealing himself behind the shrubbery, then raced to the first of the two trees where he could stand upright, view the scene and consider his optionsThere was a primitiveness he could not associate with the JackalThe assassin had isolated the terminal, ad valorem, chanel watch j12 and the price was high, but there was an absence of the finer points of the deadly equationThe subtlety was not there; instead, there was a brute force, hardly to be denied, but not when employed against the man they called Jason Bourne who had escaped from the trap The figure by the shattered window had spent his ammunition; he reeled back against the building, pulling another magazine out of his pocketJason raced out of the cover of the trees, his MAC-10 on automatic fire, exploding the dirt in front of the killer, then circling the bullets around his ladies gucci watch frame “That’s it!” he shouted, closing in on the assassin“You’re dead, Carlos, with one pull of my finger—if you are the Jackal!” The man by the shattered window threw down his weaponBourne,” said the executioner from Larchmont, New York“We’ve met before, but I am not the person you think I am “Hit the ground, you son of a bitch!” The killer did so as Jason approached“Spread your legs and your arms!” The command was obeyed“Raise your head!” The man did so, and Bourne stared at the face, vaguely illuminated by the distant glow of the amber lights on the airfield’s prada clutch run (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
12:07 pm	dior saddle,omega seamaster gold,gucci twirl... dior saddle,omega seamaster gold,gucci twirl watch,Jimmy choo handbag,santos cartier watch@@@@@ “She won't take the human name,” the man muttered Her response was conciliatory“Everyone finds comfort their own way “This Wanderer will need more comfort than most, thanks to your style of Seeking There were sharp sounds–footsteps, staccato against a hard floorWhen she spoke again, the woman's voice was dior saddle across the room from the man “You would have reacted poorly to the early days of this occupation,” she said “Perhaps you react poorly to peace The woman laughed, but the sound was false–there was no real amusementMy mind seemed well adapted to inferring the true meanings from tones and inflections “You do not have a omega seamaster gold clear perception of what my Calling entailsLong hours hunched over files and mapsNot very often the conflict or violence you seem to think it is “Ten days ago you were armed with killing weapons, running this body down “The exception, I assure you, not the ruleDo not forget, the weapons that disgust you gucci twirl watch are turned on our kind wherever we Seekers have not been vigilant enoughThe humans kill us happily whenever they have the ability to do soThose whose lives have been touched by the hostility see us as heroes “You speak as if a war were raging “To the remains of the human race, one is These words were strong in my Jimmy choo handbag earsMy body reacted to them; I felt my breathing speed, heard the sound of my heart pumping louder than was usualBeside the bed I lay on, a machine registered the increases with a muted beepingThe Healer and the Seeker were too involved in their disagreement to notice “But one that even they must realize is long santos cartier watch los (Comment on this)
5:54 am	chloe paddington ,Tiffany Bracelets,rolex... chloe paddington ,Tiffany Bracelets,rolex submariner replica,tiffany toggle heart,ladies watches gucci@@@@@ "I think I better fill you in on what happened last nightYou just have to promise not to call for the men in the white coats I told him about how I'd finished his portrait mostly in the darkI told him about seeing my right arm and handThen seeing the two dead girls at chloe paddington the foot of the stairs and passing outBy the time I finished, we'd waded back out of the water and walked to where Elizabeth was snoringWireman began to clean her tray, sweeping the refuse into a bag he took from the pouch hanging on one arm of her chair "Nothing else?" he Tiffany Bracelets asked "That isn't enough?" "I'm just askingI slept like a baby until six o'clockThen I put you - the painting of you - in the back of the car and drove down hereWhen you're ready to see it, by the way-" 532 "All in good timeThink of a number between one and rolex submariner replica ten "What?" "Just humor me, muchacho I thought of a number He was silent for a moment, looking out at the GulfThen he said, "Nine?" "Nope He drummed his fingers against his chest for a few moments, then dropped them into his lap"Yesterday I could have told youMy telepathy thing - that tiffany toggle heart little twinkle - is goneIt's more than a fair trade Wireman is as Wireman was, and Wireman says muchas gracias "What's your point? Or did you have one?" "I didThe point is you're not going crazy, if that's what you're afraid ofOn Duma Key, broken people seem to be special ladies watches gucci pe (Comment on this)
Monday, December 27th, 2010
12:08 pm	hermes purse,gucci for sale,dior saddle,omega... hermes purse,gucci for sale,dior saddle,omega deville watch,replica tiffany jewelry@@@@@Part of me was trying to think of my own girls, and part of me was trying not to"I don't know how a kid - any kid - could come up with something like that "Race memory," Wireman said"That's what the Jungians would say "And how did I end up painting this same fucking ship? Maybe this same fucking creature, hermes purse only from the back? Do the Jungians have any theories about that?" 803 "It doesn't say Perse on Elizabeth's," Jack pointed out "She would have been four," I said"I doubt if the name would have made much of an impression on her I thought of her earlier pictures - the ones where this boat had been a beautiful gucci for sale white lie she had believed for a little while"Especially once she saw what it really was "You talk as if it were real," Wireman said My mouth was very dryI went to the bathroom, drew myself a glass of water, and drank it down "I don't know what I believe about this," I said, "but I have a general rule of thumb in dior saddle life, WiremanIf one person sees a thing, it could be a hallucinationIf two people see it, chances of reality improve exponentiallyElizabeth and I both saw the Perse "In your imaginations," Wireman said"In your imaginations you saw it I pointed to Wireman's face and said, "You've seen what my imagination can omega deville watch do He didn't reply, but he nodded 804 "You said, 'Once she saw what it really was,'" Jack said"If the boat in that picture is real, what is it, exactly?" "I think you know," Wireman said"I think we all do; it's pretty damned hard to missWe're just afraid to say it out loud "Okay, it's a ship of the dead," Jack replica tiffany jewelry sa (Comment on this)
5:54 am	spy bag fendi,fake prada,white chanel... spy bag fendi,fake prada,white chanel watch,Chanel Bracelets,omega deville watch@@@@@ He jumped just a little in surprise“You thought… ? But Melanie isn't youI was never confused I was smiling in the dark now“And Jared isn't you His voice was tighter when he answered“But he's still Jared Ian was jealous again? I shouldn't have been pleased by negative emotions, but I had to admit this was encouraging “Jared is my past, another life He was quiet for a momentWhen he spoke spy bag fendi again, his voice was rough with emotion“And your future, if you want that And then he kissed me in the most unplatonic way possible under the crowded circumstances, and I was thrilled to remember that I'd been smart enough to lie about my age The rains would end, and when they did, Ian and I would be together, partners in the truest senseThis was a promise and an obligation I had never had fake prada in all my livesThinking of it made me feel joyful and anxious and shy and desperately impatient all at the same time–made me feelhuman After all this had been settled, Ian and I were more inseparable than everSo when it came time for me to test my new face on the other souls, of course he went with me This raid was a relief for me after long weeks of frustrationIt was bad enough that my white chanel watch new body was weak and nearly useless in the caves; I couldn't believe it when the others didn't want to let me use my body for the one thing it was perfect for Jared had specifically approved of Jamie's choice because of this guileless, vulnerable face that no one could ever doubt, this delicate build that anyone would be motivated to protect, but even he had a hard time putting his theory into Chanel Bracelets practiceI was sure raiding would be every bit as easy for me now as it had been before, but Jared, Jeb, Ian, and the others–everyone but Jamie and Mel–debated for days, trying to find a way around using me for that I saw them eyeing Sunny, but she was still unproven, not trustedOn top of that, Sunny had absolutely no intention of setting one foot outsideThe very wordraid had her cowering omega deville watch in te (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 26th, 2010
12:18 pm	vintage hermes,pasha cartier watch,chanel... vintage hermes,pasha cartier watch,chanel pearl,classic chanel bag,birkin hermes@@@@@The only distinction is how far away from the inside are you? The reason you want to have rich friends who are close to the inside is because that is where the money is madeIt's made on informationYou want to hear about the next boom, get in and get out before the next bustI'm not saying do it illegally, but the sooner you know, the better your vintage hermes chances are for profits with minimal riskThat is what friends are forAnd that is financial intelligenceMASTER A FORMULA AND THEN LEARN A NEW ONE: The power of learning quicklyIn order to make bread, every baker follows a recipe, even if it's only held in their headThe same is true for making moneyThat's why money is often called "dough Most of us have pasha cartier watch heard the saying "You are what you eat I have a different slant on the same sayingI say, "You become what you study In other words, be careful what you study and learn, because your mind is so powerful that you become what you put in your headFor example, if you study cooking, you then tend to cookIf you don't want to be a cook anymore, then you need chanel pearl to study something else Let's say, a schoolteacherAfter studying teaching, you often become a teacherChoose what you study carefully When it comes to money, the masses generally have one basic formula they learned in schoolAnd that is, work for moneyThe formula I see that is predominant in the world is that every day millions of people get up and go classic chanel bag to work, earn money, pay bills, balance checkbooks, buy some mutual funds and go back to workThat is the basic formula, or recipe If you're tired of what you're doing, or you're not making enough, it's simply a case of changing the formula via which you make money Years ago, when I was 26,1 took a weekend class called "How to Buy Real Estate birkin hermes Foreclosu (Comment on this)
5:54 am	@@@@@ The old man laughs to himself, the @@@@@ The old man laughs to himself, the delicate filtered laughter of a pessimist who is reassured that things have turned out badlyNu, this America is not so differentThe old man sees the goy faces staring at the victims Joey, he calls in a harsh cracked voice What is it, zaydee? The goyim, what did they call you? Sheenie The grandfather shrugs againFor a moment an ancient buried anger moves himHe stares at the unformed features of the boy, the bright blond hairIn America even the Juden look like goyimThe old man rouses himself to speech, talks in YiddishThey beat you because you're a Jew, he saysDo you know what a Jew is? Yes The grandfather feels a spasm of warmth for his grandchildHe is an old man and he will die soon, and the child is too young to understand himThere is so much wisdom he could give It's a difficult question, the meaning of a JewIt's not a race, he says, it's not even a religion any more, maybe it will never be a nationDimly, he knows he has lost the child already, but he continues talking, musing aloud What is it, then? Yehudah Halevy said Israel is the heart of all nationsWhat attacks the body attacks the heartAnd the heart is also the conscience, which suffers for the sins of the nationsHe shrugs once more, does not differentiate between saying aloud what he thinks or merely moving his lipsIt's an interesting problem, but personally I think a Jew is a Jew because he suffers Why? So we will deserve the Messiah? The old man no longer knowsIt makes us better and worse than the goyim, he think (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 25th, 2010
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Friday, December 24th, 2010
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